The Last Post of 2025



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Hai! Lega banget rasanya bisa nulis blog ini menjelang countdown ke Tahun Baru 2026. Kurang dari 5 jam lagi lho. 😂🥳


Hi! I'm so glad I could write down this blog close to the countdown towards the New Year 2026. It will be in about less than 5 hours. 😂🥳





Alright, reflection time. Bagiku 2025 ini jauhhh lebih baik daripada 2024. Memang aku masih belum puas di sana-sini, tapi aku bisa liat perbedaannya. Adazpertumbuhan meskipun ga masif. Tumbuh tetaplah tumbuh, menurutku itu yang penting untuk saat ini.


Alright, reflection time. For me 2025 is wayyyy much better than 2024. Yes I'm still unsatisfied here and there, but I can see the differences. There is growth even though it's not massive. And a growth is a growth, I think it's what's important right now.




Aku memulai 2025 dengan membuka diri ke circle-circleku. (2024 tu tahun hermit aku jujur wqwqw). Semua pertemuan dengan teman-temanku itu adalah awal mula pertumbuhan yang disebut tadi. Aku dapet klien internasional pertamaku! Tapi sekitar bulan Maret aku tiba-tiba kehilangan kekuatan untuk berkarya. Rasanya kayak benih yang dorman tanpa air dan cahaya matahari.


I started 2025 with opening up to my circles. (2024 was my hermit year ngl lol). Those meetups was the start of the growth I mentioned about. I got my first international client! But around March I lost my power to create all of sudden. I felt like a dormant seed without water and sunshine.




Trus aku ketemu batu kristal! 💎💎💎 Sekitar April 2025 setelah Idul Fitri. Sebulan setelahnya aku ketemu kunzite dan itulah dia, kristal favoritku adalah dia. Berkat kunzite aku bisa brainstorming lagi, bikin beberapa lukisan, menghidupkan kembali clothing line-ku. Benih yang dorman akhirnya hidup dan berkembang.


Then I met crystals! 💎💎💎 It was around April 2025 after Idul Fitri. A month later I found kunzite and that's it, that's my favorite crystal right there. By the power of kunzite I could brainstorm again, I create several paintings, I revived my clothing line. The dormant seed was kicking and thriving.




Mungkin aku kehilangan banyak energi saat itu karena akhir-akhir ini aku ngerasa dormannya mulai mendekat lagi  Tapi ga apa, aku cuma perlu lebih konsisten.


Maybe I lost a lot of energy at that moment because lately I feel the dormant creeps in again. But no worries, I only need to be more consistant.



Selain soal itu, aku dapet pengalaman ikutan event city riding. Aku juga jadi model runway dan jadi model favorit! 💃🏽✨ Kayaknya ini pertanda bakal ada lebih banyak pengalaman baru tahun depan.



That aside, I got the experience of joining a city riding event. I also got to be a runway model and be a favorite one! 💃🏽✨ It could be a sign for more new experience next year.



Sekarang soal artwork ini. Ini di commission oleh crystalbarangpenting untuk hari pernikahan coworkernya. Gaun pengantinnya favorit aku banget di lukisan ini! Lega banget waktu liat hasil lukisannya baik, bling-blingnya beneran jadi poin utama di sini.



Now about this artwork. It was commissioned by crystalbarangpenting for her coworker's wedding day. The bride's gown is my favorite here! I'm so glad the painting turned out good, the sparkles is really the main point here.



Lukisan ini kemudian dipak dan dikirim ke alamat pasangan tersebut. Semoga mereka menerima dengan baik. 💜



The painting was then packed and sent to the couples' address. I hope they received it well. 💜



Posting kali ini lebih banyak soal refleksi daripada cerita backstory lukisan kayak yang biasa kutulis. Kayaknya kita udah bisa countdown akhir tahun ya sekarang. Aku makan pizza homemade dan soda (ga homemade) sebagai tradisi keluargaku. 🍕🍻



This post is more about reflection rather than the painting's backstory like the usual ones. I guess we all can go counting down the end of the year now. I'm having homemade pizza and (not homemade) soda as my family tradition. 🍕🍻



HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🥳🎇🎆🎉

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