Ai no Iro (and my mood nowadays)

 

Haiii selamat datang di artworkku! Artwork ini sebenernya udah jadi beberapa bulan lalu. Aku baru bisa upload sekarang setelah menata jadwal upload. 😁

Hiii welcome to another artwork! This one is actually done months ago. I just uploaded it now after I re-arranged my upload schedule. 😁

Artwork ini berjudul Ai no Iro, dikomisikan oleh Endra, musisi yang udah beberapa kali kerjasama denganku. Ai no Iro adalah salah satu artwork yang tertunda lama karena waktu itu aku kehilangan semangat. Sketsanya diulang beberapa kali karena sama sekali tidak memuaskan sampai akhirnya aku bener-bener ga berkarya selama beberapa bulan.

This artwork is called Ai no Iro, commissioned by Endra, the musician who had some collabs with me a few times. Ai no Iro is one of the artworks that has been long postponed due to I lost my spirit at that time. Its sketch was re-created a few times because it wasn't satisfying at all until I didn't create anything at all for months.

Sekembalinya semangatku untuk berkarya lagi, aku bisa bikin sketsa yang pas untuk artwork ini. Pengerjaan tahap selanjutnya relatif cepat dan aku ngerjainnya juga enjoy.

As soon as my drive to make arts returned, I could finally get the right sketch for this artwork. The next steps were relatively quick and I enjoyed the process.

Bulan September 2025 ini bisa dibilang aku udah punya kekuatan untuk ngerjain banyak hal yang aku suka, bahkan termasuk rutinitas lama yang sempat aku tinggalin. Bahkan aku kepingin nyobain olahraga padel! (Belum sih). Oke bagian ini cuma fomo sih, tapi bahkan seorang aku bisa fomo!!?!

This September 2025 I can say that I have my power to do a lot of things that I like, even the old routines that I left for a while. Even I want to do padel! (Not yet though). Okay this part is purely fomo but nevertheless, even I fomo!!?!

Ai no Iro secara ga langsung jadi saksi gimana semangatku datang dan pergi, pergi dan datang. Kemudian akhirnya lukisan inipun selesai. Siapapun yang sedang kehilangan semangat dan atau harapan, semoga segera menemukan jawaban yang dicari. Sampai jumpa di artwork berikutnya. ✨

Ai no Iro indirectly witnessing how my drive  comes and goes, goes and comes. Then finally this painting is finished. To whoever losing their spirit and or hopes, I wish the answers you're looking for come fast. See you on the next artwork. ✨