This artwork was published around September 2022. Yes, I need to catch up on all the updates for this blog. I remember the last half of 2022 was my healing process. Whenever I tried to look back, I saw my problem as a little childish, a little naive and silly, if not stupid. That's why I symbolize it as swings here. Sometimes I thought it was unnecessary too, but hey, it's great for my character development.
The swings represent the ups and downs I experienced during that time. Each swing back and forth mirrored the emotional turmoil I was going through. I found myself constantly questioning my decisions, doubting my abilities, and struggling to find a sense of stability. The motion of the swings was both comforting and disorienting, much like my own journey through those challenging months.
At the end of the day, I would get up and leave that problem, that swing, for good. But do you know that subtle sensation after you swing back and forth for hours? Yeah, I was still on it. Like shaken water inside a bottle, I was still in the process of calming everything down. My mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, and it took time to settle.
Today, I am already healed from the swing. It has been another lesson, and I could proudly say I don't regret it at all. That period taught me resilience and the importance of self-reflection. I learned that it's okay to feel lost and uncertain; those moments are part of the growth process.
I have another problem currently, sure. But I can face it more bravely. Experiencing the swing was not that bad at all. In fact, it equipped me with the strength and wisdom to handle future challenges with more confidence. Life will always have its swings, but now I know how to find my balance amidst the motion. This artwork serves as a reminder of that pivotal time in my life and the progress I've made since then.
As I move forward, I carry the lessons of the swings with me, embracing each new challenge with a renewed sense of courage and determination. The past has shaped me, but it doesn't define me. Here's to continuing the journey, one swing at a time.
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